Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Our Loss

It's a rough week.

We made the toughest decision to put FayFay our dearest pet, a family member, to sleep last Friday night. The heartache and memory of FayFay is beyond description. Waking up in a morning without her is desperately painful. The fear grows and become stronger when it gets closer to home as FayFay is there no more to give us a welcoming wag. The night is silence and long without her paws and nails scratching against the floor while patrolling each of our room. Our hearts are yet to align with reality, mom still refill her water bowl, daddy refuse to put away her doggie biscuits, brother cried like a baby behind closed door, I hear her doggie tag hit the floor when she lazily lay down at the side of my bed.  How we wish you were still there.

FayFay, we missed you. We did thought of losing you sometime in the future but the day just came without much notice. We still think we will have a couple more years living together as you are always lively and naïve like a young dog.

FayFay, you are very important and precious to us. You are a member of the family, a daily, sometimes hourly, part of our lives. Not having you anymore is a big change and leaves a big void in our home.

We Love You.

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